Thursday, March 22, 2012

The World As I See It

The World As I See It

The world as i see it
Its a joke
From
Music to
Haters to
Old folks
From writing a song
And making a hit
The world is tough
For me I guess
The world to me
Is like the media owns it
Making lies
And jokes
Still talking about people that died
Like
Michael and
Whitney
Please oh please
Just let them die
They're in a better place
Then we are now
Up
In the clouds
With the big man up stairs
He made the world
It’s in his hands
You never know
When its your time
To go
Run or
Hide
But when he comes back
Don’t be surprised
He said he forgive us
For our wrong doing
Cause he loves
And cares
For you
And only you
Unlike
Some people in this world
Who think hatred is the key
No love
Just hate
You should come holler at me
Cause I feel like I can help you
By telling you the things I went through
Been through
Or maybe still going through
We all have test in this world
We all go through
Man
Woman
Boy or
Girl
But if you believe that you can make it
My child
My child
Come and take it
Come and take a stand
With me
Cause I believe you can
And will
Make it to the glory land
Now
I told you what the world means to me
So please
Share with me
What it means to you

By: Asia Livingston

Monday, March 5, 2012

Why Should I Care?

On the outside you see a out going person, but on the inside is a broken hearted, always living in the past, can't move on from the hurt and pain she's been through, little girl.

On the inside my heart is broken into a million pieces and it need surgery fast. I'm dying of pain in my heart because I feel like no one loves me anymore, no one cares me anymore...... do I even come to you thoughts? I guess its just God and I vs. the world, but that's fine with me.

You don't have to love me, because I never did love you. You don't have to care, because I didn't give two cents about you. I really don't care if I come to your thoughts at all anymore, because you never came across mine either. I never loved you and I never cared because you are self-fish, low-life, and self centered. I could really give two cents about you and your feelings, because I mean you never did for me. You give me a good reason to care about you....why should I? You answer that question for me.

Monday, February 27, 2012

My Writing

My three best post, that I think is on point, are Your Light, Relationship Problems, and Childhood Memory.  I believe that my best creativity came out of my poem/song Your Light because I think its funny how it came to me when I wrote it. The night before all the post where supposed to be published I was singing a song that was stuck in my head for a couple of days, and before I fell asleep it hit me. All the words just came to me, and I'm glad it did because the poem/song that I was going to do I thought it expressed to much of my feelings and I thought it was to long, so I really didn't want to do it.

I think the most growth in my writing is when I wrote Childhood Memory. I really thought people wouldn't really care about my life and how I met my dad but they really did. Probably because people thought my dad was going to rape me which is funny to me, because my dad is too crazy and silly to do that to me.

When I wrote Relationship Problems I did it for some people because their relationship was kind of in a crisis. I feel like I helped someone with something in their relationship. I love to help people with their problems, if any of my friends have anything to say they always come to me and tell me because they trust me. To have someone to trust me makes me feel special because I can help someone with something.

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Your Light

You wanna be popular
Sooooo Freaking bad
Have all the friend that you never had
You wanna be tha star of
Tha football team
Basketball
Cheerleading
Drama Queen
But if you open up your eyes
You'll see your life is just fine(yeah)
Don't change your yourself
Cause your unique
In your own way
Just let them haters hate
When you shine your light one day
Oh oh oh oh
When you shine your light one day
Oh oh oh oh

Thursday, February 2, 2012

The Pain You Caused

The Pain You Caused
By: Asia L. Livingston
Yesterday was the past,
Today is the future
Why cant you just drop the past
Relationships just won’t last
Don’t know why I give my trust.
Give my love.
Give everything.
Why do I keep trying to,
Work everything out with you
You always acting like a fool
I’m tired of trying to tell the truth
Don’t know why I keep up with you
Why do I,
Keep making the same mistakes as before,
Knowing that I can’t trust you no more
I’m getting sick and tired of your lies
Closing my eye’s before I start to cry
You are the one to cause all this pain
My heart is suffering, you’re the one to blame
Wanting to leave, but can’t walk out the door
I can’t go on like this anymore. . .
This song/ poem is referring to the story i wrote about how i met my dad, because if you read very closely in the beginning i said, “My life started was like a blessing from God, but then turned into a living nightmare,” well this is the living nightmare of my  life.