Don't Act Like You Know Me.

Don't come up to me
Like you Real,
You True,
Like you Know me.
When I know you ain't nothing but
A Liar,
2-Faced,
Phonie.
Always in someones Business
And NEVER in your own.
Causing problems all the time,
Instigator,
Go Home!
You Lame!
You Grimy!
You Fake!
Your troubles are no longer
In Front,
But behind me.
Never will you come between
Me,
My Goals,
And my
Destiny.

#GetRealorGoHome

The Mirror

You!

   Me?

Yes you, you've done it again.

   What could I've possible done to you?

You're ruining my life!

   Ha, ha, that's cute. 

Not even close.

   How could I ruin your life, I'm only a reflection.

No you're more than just a reflection, you're a monster. 

A disease. 

An infection.

You take control of me and use me for evil.

I'm tired of you always hurting people,

You're so abusive.

I just want nothing to do with you anymore.

   Ha, Ha! You can't get rid of me.

And why not?

   Because you ARE me.

   Every time you wake up and look in the mirror, I'm there.

   You can't escape from me

    I OWN YOU.

No, No NO!

    YES!

I can change

    Sure you can

I can and I will

Just watch me!

I'm Thirsty

Yeah I'm thirsty,
But not how you expect me to be.
I'm thirsty for something real,
Something sweet.
I'm thirsty for a sip of life,
I wanna get wasted of of happiness,
I want a shot of love.
I'm not thirsty for kool-friends,
I'm thirsty for REAL friends.
I actually wanna get drunk off of education,
And get addicted to my career,
Not a job.
People now and days are thirsting for the wrong thing,
Instead of being thirsty for a brighter future.
I guess we all thirst for different things in life.

The Sky Isn't the Limit, There's so Much More Beyond the Clouds

I'm so far from gone,
Ha ha... you would think I would disappear.
So high in the sky,
The clouds can't even see me.
From cloud 9
To Galaxy 12,
My life is like a movie.
Someone should document it,
And then put it on a screen.
Cause if I told you verbally,
Your eyes would fill with tears.
Maybe even have fears about...
......Me......
So I run,
Far away to get away.
And when I get away, ha, ha,
I start to fly.
Way in the sky,
Surrounded by nothing but the music.
Flowing through my body,
Feeling so good.....
I just had to do it again,
Ha, ha.... and again

The Pain Causer

The tears in my eyes,

Will not fall.

As bad as I want to cry...

I can't.

My emotions won't let me

Express the way I feel.

I won't listen to my heart,

Because I hate the fact of...

Being hurt,

Over and over again.

I can't listen to my mind,

Because I don't know

What to do anymore.

....I'm confused....
....And Lost....
I'm.....hurt and....angry
At myself.
For always setting myself up,
For a disappointment.
Always getting my hopes up,
For what reason?
I go through Hell
Each and Everyday.
Why?
Because I want more
Pain and Suffering in my life?
No!
I hate myself for doing this.
If I could do myself a favor,
It would be death.
So I can stop
Giving myself pain.
But not just myself, but
Everyone else I've
Given Hell to.
The way I've caused hurt to people...
I should have no reason...
To live.
I'm done with living my life.
What's the point anymore?
Why keep living,
When I know the end of the story?
I won't live
Happily ever after.
I'll live
Being nothing more
But
A Pain Causer

It's Been A Minute...

Sooo...... I haven't been on here in a while, but I'm looking forward to posting my poetry again.